Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

So I got thinking...

So my step brother's Netflix came in (no clue why since he's back in Nebraska), and we got A.I: Artificial Intelligence and the first live-action Death Note film. Knowing me, which one did you think me and Marina would watch? Death Note of course. It's one of the few animes my sister actually likes, yet the movie disappointed her from the acting and English dubbing, but I kept watching anyway.

I may include like a crap ton of spoilers so if you wish to watch Death Note before reading this madness, you may leave if you wish so... Spoiler alert!

For those who aren't familiar with what Death Note is, it follows university student Light Yagami who has a great amount of intellect but is bored and tired of the corruption and crime he has to live in. He has even hacked into his father's work files to discover that criminals were let go from their charges. Furious and just plain bored, he discovers a notebook lying on the ground labeled "Death Note". As you can see to the right of the screen, there's even a manual how to use it. Should explain the basics.

With nothing better to do, Light takes this notebook home and experiments if it works by writing down the names of two criminals, both of which die of heart attacks (one literally in front of him). Eventually, after killing loads of criminals, a god of death named Ryuk comes to visit him as he is the original owner of the Death Note and just dropped it on Earth out of sheer boredom and became interested in Light's odd sense of justice.

Because of criminals dropping dead like flies from heart attacks, people begin to believe that it is some sort of god who they call Kira who is passing judgement on the wicked and evil. This begins major debates if Kira is a savior or just another cold-hearted criminal like the ones he kills. Light enjoys his fame with a goal to create a utopia without corruption and death and essentially become God in this new world.

Despite his intentions, he goes kinda overboard with the killings and grabs the attention of the Japanese Task Force (where his own father works!) as they realize that these deaths aren't coincidence or even natural. They begin to work with a famous detective simply known as L. As they slowly close in on Light being their prime suspect, everything turns as unexpected plot twists and such that keep Light a step ahead of the Task Force and L.

Now without really thinking, if you were given a power or someone had this power and was using it, would you support the killing of criminals who probably deserve it? I'm pretty sure many of us would say yes without truly giving it a second thought. Some get away with their crimes without serving time and some people think criminals have committed something so cruel that being in prison for life or sitting on death row isn't enough. It appears that our justice system isn't being fair to those affected by these people. Why not just kill them right away and have them suffer for what they've done?

But we have that justice system to maintain society and democracy and not have everything fall into anarchy. If we just ruthlessly get rid of every criminal no matter what they did, would that make our government any better than murderers? And what if these criminals are really falsely charged or are truly sorry of what they've done? I know it's hard to forgive these people but they're still human nonetheless. I watched a show about a woman who was accused by her own children of manipulating them to murder their step father and they showed her being interviewed and not only did she still have her wedding band still on, but she was crying and claiming that her children were lying. And I saw the exact same story on a different show where they displayed her as a manipulative woman who doesn't give a crap about anyone but herself. But I'm getting off topic. No matter how much we can't really forgive criminals or how unfair the judicial system is at times, it is what it is and we have to move on no matter how painful it is.

But I digress (by the way this is where the spoilers start).

In the first episode of Death Note, Ryuk mentions to Light that once all the murderers and convicts are gone, the only murderer in the world left would be Light himself. Eventually as the anime progresses, Light becomes more sloppy with his planning and just kills anyone who gets in his way, even characters of the main cast and his supporters! Yes, he grows supporters who get Death Notes themselves and do some of the dirty work for him. He has absolutely no sympathy for anyone who gets in his way and becomes a total sociopath.

In the end, he turns into a complete mess and grows a bit of a god complex and loses himself; he gets his sister traumatized, gets his father killed, kills his own girlfriend using the Death Note to have her burn herself to death, one of his followers stabs himself in the gut with a pen, Light himself is shot multiple times and is later killed by Ryuk via Death Note and his other girlfriend was implied to have committed suicide a year later! Even when he's on his last legs, Light is reflecting back to when he first picked up the Death Note years before and what his first intentions were.

Light had a great start, but with all that power in his hands, he thought he could do anything. Sure getting rid of the evil in the world sounds great, but c'mon, you gotta have some limits. Light wasn't just any university student; he had brains and eventually came up with bizarre but creative ways to kill people instead of solely using heart attacks. All of the fame, popularity and trouble with the police got to his head as he went mad with that power. He was willing to kill anyone (or have someone else do the killing) in order to create his "perfect utopia". Now is it me or is Light kinda sounding like a totalitarian leader like Hitler or Stalin? With the way his plans are coming out as the series is drawing to its end it sure sounds like it. He becomes insane and does whatever he want to achieve his goals no matter what. That insanity made him screw up a lot and eventually led to his death.

Self-control is the key to success. Without that self-control, failure is inevitable.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Thoughts of a Teenage Mind

I've been having some thoughts go through my head for a couple days so I thought I'd let them out here.

Last week, we lost a music icon known as Whitney Houston. Honestly I didn't know who she was until she died (which has disappointed my mother as she has raised me with 80's music). What I do know is that she had a ton of problems with cocaine. Now I'm seeing stuff like she had water in her lungs when she died and all this other crazy crap that she may have been abusing some medication. It's just a mess.

What really makes me sad is when stuff like this happens; a celebrity dies from drug abuse. To be honest, it doesn't really shock me anymore that we have famous people drop like flies abusing harmful substances. I mean, let me just make a list here.
1. John Belushi- Cocaine, morphine and heroin mixed
2. Kurt Cobain- Shot himself cause he was messed up on heroin
3. Chris Farley- Cocaine and morphine overdose
4. Judy Garland- Overdosed ("accidentally") on sedatives
5. Michael Jackson- Cardiac arrest from overdosing on anesthesia medicine(Though you could argue it was the doctor's fault for giving him those[which is kinda my argument] but I won't get into that)
6. Anna Nicole Smith- Overdosed on sedatives (She was taking so much crap and was SO messed up in the head)
7. Marilyn Monroe- ANOTHER sedative overdose
8. Heath Ledger- Overdosed on insomnia, anxiety, and depression prescription medicine
9. Amy Winehouse- Alcohol poisoning (not to mention she messed up her body with all the crack she took)

That's just nine out of the many celebrities who died from taking such harmful substances. And now Whitney Houston's gone the same way. I mean really? You think people would learn from this and would never dream of doing crap like this yet they do it anyway! What drives these people to make such crappy decisions and just kick the bucket? Look at John Belushi. Hilarious guy! Famous on SNL! He even did a skit as an old man and his friends died before him which is kinda ironic seeing as how he was the first among his friends to die.

Kurt Cobain. Great musician and all but he was so messed up on the stuff he just couldn't take it and shot himself! That just brings me to tears when these people are in so much pain that they can't find any way out and they kill themselves. Un. Freaking. Believable. That's the most tragic way for someone to die is to be in so much pain and not have anyone or anything to help you.

Another shocking thing is celebrities you never expect to die from overdosing. EVER. Chris Farley was funny as hell and he was on cocaine! You'd never think a guy like that would be stupid enough to take that crap but he did! I'd never suspect the actress who played sweet, sweet Dorothy to ever overdose on sedatives but she did. And I'd NEVER think Michael Jackson had insomnia issues and was taking such powerful drugs when he died (again won't go into details about his doctor and crap).

I guess it just proves that these people go through really huge struggles with themselves but they're so good at hiding it. They have to hide who they really are and what they're going through and don't get any help.

Now there are some stars that make it pretty obvious they're not okay in the head. Anna Nicole Smith. There was a big mess. She had her own show for some time and one would think that she needed help because it was that obvious. And there's of course Amy Winehouse. ANOTHER big mess. I get kinda sad when I hear her song "Rehab" because you don't get talent like that every day! She had so much potential with that voice of hers but she died at only 27 years old. THAT YOUNG! To me, that's just throwing out your life.

So what DOES make these stars make such stupid choices? Stress? Publicity? Is that it? Do they think they're so amazing they can do whatever they want? I mean, take a look at Lindsay Lohan. She used to be a cute 12-year-old red head and now she's just a mess and has been in rehab three times already! Does childhood celebrity life spoil these stars and make them do whatever they want?

I just don't get it...

Friday, January 21, 2011

Because I have nothing better to do with myself

I kinda decided to make a more serious post to share my feelings about some stuff.

So I saw a thing on the FOX News site about a big dilemma with a new MTV show called 'Skins' and it has child pornography, illegal drug use and what not. All I'm thinking is this: What is wrong with you MTV? I wish it could've gone back to having music instead of this 16 and Pregnant and Jersey Shore stuff. I can't believe people watch that. In my opinion, to be blunt, it's crap. All of it. Okay, it was fine back in the early 2000's with Ozzy Osbourne. That was actually cool and funny to watch. Now MTV is full of horrible shows. Where's the music? Oh that's right. It's on VH1. MTV just shows a bunch of over dramatic and whiny teenagers.

This is from foxnews.com: MTV defended its show in a statement released Thursday: "'Skins' is a show that addresses real-world issues confronting teens in a frank way.

Okay. Not every person I know is getting high, drunk, or having sex. I think we're old enough to know not to take illegal drugs and not to drink. Schools everywhere are trying to tell kids to stay drug free, abstain from sex, and all that stuff. Even T.V advertisements and billboards have the Above the Influence, A Message from a Foundation for a Better Life and even Over the Limit, Under Arrest. People are trying to keep us in school and to stay smart so we can have good lives later on. So what message is MTV sending to children and teenagers? It's okay to do drugs, alcohol and get yourself pregnant 'cause everyone's doing it? Sounding like that to me. Not everyone's life is like that. Me and my friends never fight and if it is it's over food 'cause there are some people who don't bring lunch. Ever heard the phrase that the future's in the hands of our children? Then what kind of hands are you putting the future into if their heads are filled with the wrong choices?

Oh, and another note on most of MTV shows. It's all fake. I don't know if people know this, but the camera men are right there telling people what to do, say and how to act so they can have something good to put on T.V. I know this because I was right there. Back in Indiana, my sister's friend, who I'll call M to keep identities safe, was gonna be on an MTV show called Made. It didn't get aired because their lives weren't dramatic enough to put on T.V. That's what they want. They want people to argue among their friends and do stupid choices so they can be on T.V. A couple months after MTV was gone M turned into, well let's just say she got a bit cranky and keep it at that.

MTV also argued that their show Skins was rated TV-MA. How many kids in America do you think pay attention to those ratings? I can't watch a TV-MA show or an R rated film without my parents' consent or if they're in the same room. Most people I know have seen an R rated film of the 21st century. So of course there are going to be teenagers watching that because they like MTV and see what new show they got.

To summarize all that was written, MTV isn't a good influence on children and teenagers of today. And they really should think about what they put on T.V and who's going to watch it.

XOXO,
Liz